About new love :(

it's about love (again) but from a different person than before. you all should know ya :) I liked someone but maybe he did not know what I like or not. yaaahhh, because the distance and he does not know aku.hahahaha, it's funny. this is crazy right? he often makes me upset. One day, I'm open twitter, when I saw my time line, I was shocked, seeing him pose with a woman, my heart feel like a very pointy spear punctured. hmmmm, what I have forgotten? ha?? I'm confused, could I meet him and be the last person in his life?